Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Where's my motivation

Today, is much like any normal day for me. I woke up and showered, took my medication, had a visit with a nurse to check on the way I was administering my injections and she gave me a few tips on ways I can do it. Fixed myself some breakfast, some eggs scrambled with onions, peppers, mushrooms, and beef sausage. Packed my girlfriends lunch, with one of my famous salads, some craisins, and granola bars. I forgot the fruit, but I'll get her to eat some when she gets home. Give her a kiss as she leaves to start her day. Then just sat on the couch for a couple of hours in silence, and just thought about things. As, I sat on he couch I started to feel a little nausea, a slight headache, and some fatigue. But, it quickly passes. Then, I thought, I should find something to do.  I'm actually trying to find some motivation to go to the gym and workout a little. But, would rather just lay down.
I don't know if this is apart of my condition or not, but sometimes there's no motivation. I see things that I want to do, or even need to. I think about it, but rather lay down, and rest. I feel that mentally this thing can effect me as well, so I try to stay happy and upbeat about things. I try to read about Acromegaly as much as I can, but there's not not a lot of info, and sometime gets a little frustrating. Everything seems to tell you the negative, all the stuff that happens to you as a result of having it. And I'm not really sure what I'm looking for when reading everything. I know, I would like to know if there things I could do on my own to prevent certain complications from happening. Or even a what age or stage can I expect to see certain complications take place. The info, makes it seem like, this is what happens, and that it. It can be that simple, nothing is.

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